Smoking your Life Away

Originally uploaded by Max Loxton.

Today I was free, at least for the time being, after so many weeks of tired schedule..
The best thing one can do when free is to remember the past, look at your present and plan your future... listening to some soul refreshing soft music, i wandered here and there in my thoughts.. my mind trying to remember a short story I read around 11 years back of a guy who used to follow his mind.. his thoughts.. where it wanders and where not.. and he penned all this.
Someday I think I would be able to write something again, but then I fear that I will confess, of a lot of things from my past, some names that I don't wanna reveal, some stories I would not like to share.. some impressions which would like not to be reflected.. and some failures which no body like to stand with.

Isn't it better to smoke the memories away from your life..
isn't it better to leave your past and start a new life..

My mind wanders here and there, and i scroll from one chapter to another, from a day to another until my mind is more tired than my body and i have to leave.. Leave for another tiring day ahead, for the hope of something hopeful.